20

Since 18, didn't really think of my birthday as being anything special. I'm more nervous about April, May, and June than today.

It's all about farce and civilities. Well, almost all anyway. Since it takes up such a high percentage, why not just skip the whole thing?

Haha, and I thought of the 'foreign boats circling my island' theory this morning.

Anyway, it's just me not wanting to make a big deal out of something that REALLY REALLY isn't such a big deal. But I said Yes to the celebration tonight anyway, and I said OK to the cake. ---Not wanting to spout anything else in the risk of sounding ungrateful. ---

都說啦， 我是那個決定了時間地點，但到最後其實根本不想出門的人。做什麽都是這樣。


Oh oh oh.. Suddenly thought of how I want to properly celebrate it with myself. It's the only thing that makes me truly happy anyway. :D